o5s28

I fear..

Well.

When I see random people mentioning that 05S28 would be breaking up soon, I just feel like saying

“Basket la, we have about a month till holidays wad, so fast start worrying about that for wad sia? We’ll always be 05S28 even if we split ma…”

I would slap the next person who says this.

Yep. Even myself*ouch*.

I guess, everything’s different now that I myself am facing this problem; that I do not have the necessary grades to have 4 subjects. It’s really a different feeling to being an onlooker, where you think that you know what the victim feels, and now, the victim feeling the exact emotion turmoil.

I really wish that I had work hard, that I haven slack that much, that I hadn’t played that much, that I had belittled common test that much…… So much regrets, but I never learn. That’s a rather disgusting trait about me huh.

The thought of leaving this class to an entirely different environment just makes me shiver. Because this class, 05S28, gave me a feeling that was totally different from my 2/4 or 4/5 class. It was a feeling of… home..? Hahaz. Sounds damn cliché. But I’ve never felt such a strong bond between the class, and that I had a bond and familiarity to each and everyone in class. This never happened before, where in the past I would just have a few good friends and the rest of the class just become total strangers.

Maybe it’s because of the reduced class size that we’re closer to each other? Or maybe its because that we face so much stress and spend so much time in school that classmates are our only support? The reason is not as important bah.
I really don’t wanna leave this class. But before the final results are out, I would still hold the hope that I have a chance. Otherwise, I’ll just have to accept the fact that life will no longer be as merciful to me like it's been before.
-[Z]

posted by 05s28 @ 8:05 PM